I've been thinking to open up this blog and write once again for the past 3mos. and finally here I am.
We have moved to a place were everything is very slow and relax but, up to now I could not enjoy that privilege because of too many things.
Anyway I will post some of my recent work on this blog and hope to be encourage to do more.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Friday, April 23, 2010
Blessed
most of the time my expectation for my daughter is really high, i don't know why but I expected her to be always understanding, obedient and expecting high results on her tests.
if she didn't get 100% score for every test she's worried to call me and everytime she would tell me i have good news and a bad news, which one you would want to tell you first?
she would always tell me ok, just tell u the good news and decide later if u want to hear the bad news. Well the good news was 1 pf the test was 100 score and the other is only 88%....hahaha...i was thinking is that bad???for me it was yes because the min. score must be 90 not because it was my requirement but it was the curriculum requirement.
lately, she always get 100% and was very happy, because the last time she got 80% i punished her with carrying lots of heavy books for 20mins. and she doesn't want to repeat it.
aside from meeting her goals the curriculum normally encourage to give merits to its student and demerits for those who are not obeying the rules. in this case, she don't have any demerits because she's always obedient and afraid to make mistakes...
merits, then get something in exchange for their accumulated scores. most of the time she would buy things like pencils, erasers, notebook, things that are offered in learning center. The last merit gift was one of the special ones that really touched my heart as a mother.
i went to a business trip and cameback last friday, while taking dinner with my husband and our pastor's family noticed that my hubby's hankie is not familiar to me. at first i thought it was not his and mixed up on our laundry, but, it wasn't. it was a gift from our lovely and thoughtful daughter whom choose to buy gifts from her merits points for her daddy and mommy.
I got a yellow ball point pen wrap in a paper.
She wasn't able to fetch me at the airport that day and only manage to see in the morning. she kissed and greet me good morning giving her gift and saying I missed you a lot mommy, and i bought this one for you.
I felt blessed and could not speak for a few second thinking of what I always wanted of force her to study hard. This is one of the result, not much of the material thing but the thought of remembering us through her hard work to achieve those targets instead of rewarding herself....
I thank God for HIS gift, we just pray that she would grow with a GOD fearing and loving heart....and most specially to know the way of salvation.....
if she didn't get 100% score for every test she's worried to call me and everytime she would tell me i have good news and a bad news, which one you would want to tell you first?
she would always tell me ok, just tell u the good news and decide later if u want to hear the bad news. Well the good news was 1 pf the test was 100 score and the other is only 88%....hahaha...i was thinking is that bad???for me it was yes because the min. score must be 90 not because it was my requirement but it was the curriculum requirement.
lately, she always get 100% and was very happy, because the last time she got 80% i punished her with carrying lots of heavy books for 20mins. and she doesn't want to repeat it.
aside from meeting her goals the curriculum normally encourage to give merits to its student and demerits for those who are not obeying the rules. in this case, she don't have any demerits because she's always obedient and afraid to make mistakes...
merits, then get something in exchange for their accumulated scores. most of the time she would buy things like pencils, erasers, notebook, things that are offered in learning center. The last merit gift was one of the special ones that really touched my heart as a mother.
i went to a business trip and cameback last friday, while taking dinner with my husband and our pastor's family noticed that my hubby's hankie is not familiar to me. at first i thought it was not his and mixed up on our laundry, but, it wasn't. it was a gift from our lovely and thoughtful daughter whom choose to buy gifts from her merits points for her daddy and mommy.
I got a yellow ball point pen wrap in a paper.
She wasn't able to fetch me at the airport that day and only manage to see in the morning. she kissed and greet me good morning giving her gift and saying I missed you a lot mommy, and i bought this one for you.
I felt blessed and could not speak for a few second thinking of what I always wanted of force her to study hard. This is one of the result, not much of the material thing but the thought of remembering us through her hard work to achieve those targets instead of rewarding herself....
I thank God for HIS gift, we just pray that she would grow with a GOD fearing and loving heart....and most specially to know the way of salvation.....
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Ps 119:114 ¶ Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.
Ps 119:114 ¶ Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.
yan ang verse na ibinigay sa kin ng isang mapagmahal na kapatid sa PANGINOON upang pagtibayin ang aking kalooban....
sobrang dami ng mga nangyayari parang ang hirap malampasan, but thank GOD at meron mga taong nagmamahal na kahit man lang sa prayer eh natutulungan kami....
Ang tagal tagal ko ng di nag scrap parang nakalimutan ko na yatang me talent ako sa scrapbooking, bakit nga ba?
commitment sa work
responsibility sa bahay, sa pamilya
at marami pang iba....
sobrang stress, not just physically but mentally.......
i really do hope na matapos na isa-isa...
GOD answered one of our prayer....sana un iba pang struggles matapos na rin....
i am burn out and starting to loose my strong will.....
sabi nga ng pastor namin GOD seldom early but never late......
waiting for HIS answer......
yan ang verse na ibinigay sa kin ng isang mapagmahal na kapatid sa PANGINOON upang pagtibayin ang aking kalooban....
sobrang dami ng mga nangyayari parang ang hirap malampasan, but thank GOD at meron mga taong nagmamahal na kahit man lang sa prayer eh natutulungan kami....
Ang tagal tagal ko ng di nag scrap parang nakalimutan ko na yatang me talent ako sa scrapbooking, bakit nga ba?
commitment sa work
responsibility sa bahay, sa pamilya
at marami pang iba....
sobrang stress, not just physically but mentally.......
i really do hope na matapos na isa-isa...
GOD answered one of our prayer....sana un iba pang struggles matapos na rin....
i am burn out and starting to loose my strong will.....
sabi nga ng pastor namin GOD seldom early but never late......
waiting for HIS answer......
Friday, March 5, 2010
bakit di ko magawa???
merong hangganan ang bawat bagay sa buhay ng tao...isa na run ang paghinga...
alam kong napakabait nya at sobra sobrang pagmamahal ang ibinigay nya, pero bakit ganon di ko masuklian ng 100%?????
kelangan ko ng strength ng forgiveness, ng courage para malagpasan lahat ng ito...matatapos din yan...sana nga lang di mabawasan ang pagmamahal nya....
alam kong napakabait nya at sobra sobrang pagmamahal ang ibinigay nya, pero bakit ganon di ko masuklian ng 100%?????
kelangan ko ng strength ng forgiveness, ng courage para malagpasan lahat ng ito...matatapos din yan...sana nga lang di mabawasan ang pagmamahal nya....
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Sadness
three months ago when I had the good news, i was so excited for the next 9 mos. to come. That excitement has come to and end last weekend when I heard the unexpected news.
At first i couldn't believe it is happening to us but then as hours goes by, i started to recall what went wrong during this time of process.
I got sick at 9 weeks, yes that was the terrible incident but I did not even think that it would affect the baby. I was praying without ceasing everyday that he/she would not be affected with that flu and fever but I started to feel a lot of changes after that week. I even compared my symptoms with some other sister in our church but then, i was not aware what is happening inside my body at that time.
It was really very, very painful but still I thank the LORD for HIS provision on that day. My hubby supposed to work that day but bcoz' he's colleague request for an ex-change so he was off and able to accompany me n Angel to see my OB.
I didn't asked GOD why it happened but I was asking myself what went wrong?
At this time, i couldn't think of anything but just pray and ask GOD to strengthen me and my family to go through this painful process.
In everything that happen I know GOD is in control and HE knows what is best for us so I just fully TRUST HIM to overcome this sadness and painful experience.
At first i couldn't believe it is happening to us but then as hours goes by, i started to recall what went wrong during this time of process.
I got sick at 9 weeks, yes that was the terrible incident but I did not even think that it would affect the baby. I was praying without ceasing everyday that he/she would not be affected with that flu and fever but I started to feel a lot of changes after that week. I even compared my symptoms with some other sister in our church but then, i was not aware what is happening inside my body at that time.
It was really very, very painful but still I thank the LORD for HIS provision on that day. My hubby supposed to work that day but bcoz' he's colleague request for an ex-change so he was off and able to accompany me n Angel to see my OB.
I didn't asked GOD why it happened but I was asking myself what went wrong?
At this time, i couldn't think of anything but just pray and ask GOD to strengthen me and my family to go through this painful process.
In everything that happen I know GOD is in control and HE knows what is best for us so I just fully TRUST HIM to overcome this sadness and painful experience.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Blessing
Ahhh...after few months finally i can blog....
Well recently we had our second gift from GOD. It was really amazing how this process works and patience is one of the key factor aside from FAITH.
I got the confirmation on Oct26 about 7pm when I used the test predictor and can't remember when was the last time i felt that kind of excitement....hehehe....
It was my second doctor's appointment on 14Nov and the baby's heart beat was confirmed, thank GOD. My daughter was so happy and on the following day which was Sunday, it seems like I have a broadcaster and she announce to her friends....
I was surprised when everybody was shaking my hand and telling me congratulations!!!, i didn't even tell anyone yet, except for 2 person....then I realized when my daughter whisper on me saying.....Mommy, I told them already because the doctor says it was confirmed....then I smile........hahahaha...looks like she's having the same happiness and feeling like me.....
This week I am down with terrible flu and slight fever and the migraine was really terrible....uh...huhuh...hope i get better....too bad can't take medicine.....
But overall we are very thankful for this blessing. I just hope the morning sickness will be over and the flu go away........
Well recently we had our second gift from GOD. It was really amazing how this process works and patience is one of the key factor aside from FAITH.
I got the confirmation on Oct26 about 7pm when I used the test predictor and can't remember when was the last time i felt that kind of excitement....hehehe....
It was my second doctor's appointment on 14Nov and the baby's heart beat was confirmed, thank GOD. My daughter was so happy and on the following day which was Sunday, it seems like I have a broadcaster and she announce to her friends....
I was surprised when everybody was shaking my hand and telling me congratulations!!!, i didn't even tell anyone yet, except for 2 person....then I realized when my daughter whisper on me saying.....Mommy, I told them already because the doctor says it was confirmed....then I smile........hahahaha...looks like she's having the same happiness and feeling like me.....
This week I am down with terrible flu and slight fever and the migraine was really terrible....uh...huhuh...hope i get better....too bad can't take medicine.....
But overall we are very thankful for this blessing. I just hope the morning sickness will be over and the flu go away........
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