three months ago when I had the good news, i was so excited for the next 9 mos. to come. That excitement has come to and end last weekend when I heard the unexpected news.
At first i couldn't believe it is happening to us but then as hours goes by, i started to recall what went wrong during this time of process.
I got sick at 9 weeks, yes that was the terrible incident but I did not even think that it would affect the baby. I was praying without ceasing everyday that he/she would not be affected with that flu and fever but I started to feel a lot of changes after that week. I even compared my symptoms with some other sister in our church but then, i was not aware what is happening inside my body at that time.
It was really very, very painful but still I thank the LORD for HIS provision on that day. My hubby supposed to work that day but bcoz' he's colleague request for an ex-change so he was off and able to accompany me n Angel to see my OB.
I didn't asked GOD why it happened but I was asking myself what went wrong?
At this time, i couldn't think of anything but just pray and ask GOD to strengthen me and my family to go through this painful process.
In everything that happen I know GOD is in control and HE knows what is best for us so I just fully TRUST HIM to overcome this sadness and painful experience.
